Further Up, Further In

I’m so tired. But one message from you will keep me wide awake for hours.

inspyrred:

But you know what. For once, I don’t want to be awake. I want to sleep. So let me. Stop trying to make me wait for the end of the story when I already know what it is. Just leave already. Leave my mind. Leave my heart. Completely. Even just for tonight.

I didn’t write this. Sometimes I feel like I can write this. Other times, if I saw this on a piece of paper I would tear it up and throw it away instantly. It’s crazy how I feel like he loves me back, and at the same time, would just sooner throw me away.